Baby did u forget to take your meds?

please vote for ville!!

Hello to all my buzznet friends..

I wasn't online lately and sorry for that cuz I was in trouble with my life =) Let just say I was busy with necessary things and I wouldn't be online for a few days I missed all of you but I'll get back soon until I get back take care yourselfs sweeties! *kisses a lot*   Esin

I'm feeling so empty..yeah "empty" is totally the right word I can use! Humanity is the miseriest thing that lives on earth..Cuz we all live with know that we'll gonna die oneday..If we had a chance like we'll have quite enough information about dying, I'm sure that most of us didn't choose the living until they don't born..Being drunk is such a cool thing..Makes your mind so working and seeing all the things that you ever saw before like that much clearly! And again..songs are explaining me so f*cking much.."I feel guilty...My words are empty.." Thanx to The Ramus for this..

Better no one gives a  fuck to me right now!!! What a life deserves happines,sorrow, so many pains so many laughs..what a life that we're believing everthings power..My money will be over , the peoples that I loved around me..They will leave me oneday just because of the nature rules..You know everybody builds a life for themselves a good job good school maybe marriage bla bla.....Maybe I will walk away oneday I can't know..And everyting will be gone when I woke up one day..And "Love" is already a DOGMA... But what a huge misery inside of me that I'm still smiling and laughing against all the things that I'm thinking..Yeah..Better no one pays attention to me..

Like Brian Molko says, "Baby! Did u forget to take your meds??"   Yeah I did...............

Sometimes silence tells much more things than words..Now I'm stayin silence...

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