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GOING INSANE!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling so empty..yeah "empty" is totally the right word I can use! Humanity is the miseriest thing that lives on earth..Cuz we all live with know that we'll gonna die oneday..If we had a chance like we'll have quite enough information about dying, I'm sure that most of us didn't choose the living until they don't born..Being drunk is such a cool thing..Makes your mind so working and seeing all the things that you ever saw before like that much clearly! And again..songs are explaining me so f*cking much.."I feel guilty...My words are empty.." Thanx to The Ramus for this..

Better no one gives a fuck to me right now!!! What a life deserves happines,sorrow, so many pains so many laughs..what a life that we're believing everthings power..My money will be over , the peoples that I loved around me..They will leave me oneday just because of the nature rules..You know everybody builds a life for themselves a good job good school maybe marriage bla bla.....Maybe I will walk away oneday I can't know..And everyting will be gone when I woke up one day..And "Love" is already a DOGMA... But what a huge misery inside of me that I'm still smiling and laughing against all the things that I'm thinking..Yeah..Better no one pays attention to me..

Like Brian Molko says, "Baby! Did u forget to take your meds??" Yeah I did...............

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	vmvv7678: 04/22/2008 2:01 AM I forget to take these pills too sweetheart.......we all know life sucks....but we all know that WE, and only WE can change it and make it a bit better....dont wanna reach to a point, where i'll think of my life and i'll regret what i did....i wont regret for anything....i try to live the best i can....yes, i have my ups and downs, its normal - everyone has.....but i chose to live my life in a good way...to enjoy every minute....to think that everything happens for a reason.... i hope u feel ok soon.......love ya!!! kisses sweetie
	nymph666: 04/22/2008 8:02 AM vmvv7678 said: I forget to take these pills too sweetheart.......we all know life sucks....but we all know that WE, and only WE can change it and make it a bit better....dont wanna reach to a point, where i'll think of my life and i'll regret what i did....i wont regret for anything....i try to live the best i can....yes, i have my ups and downs, its normal - everyone has.....but i chose to live my life in a good way...to enjoy every minute....to think that everything happens for a reason.... i hope u feel ok soon.......love ya!!! kisses sweetie Thanks my sweet Vivi! I was a bit drunk yesterday and I just wanted to share what I'm thinking on that moment..I'm not in depression mood or upset.. sometimes thinking like that (a little gothic =P), being pessimistic is coming good..I mean really..It's like a therapy.. And you're totally right everyone has their own ups and downs..And absolutely I won't regret for nothing..Regret is such a unnecessary feeling I think.. And yess sweetheart "everything happens for a reason" and sometimes we can write our destiny with our hands!! Kisses to you and love u too!!!
	him4e: 05/16/2008 11:21 AM Dear Eso,when I feel empty ..like I felt today or like I felt yesterday or one week earlier I try thinking of all the people who maked me feel good and loved.The person I love is much older than me-it comes to show that love is not a dogma..love is different from having a boyfriend for a mounth,then change him with annother for 3 mounths...And when I think of that person I see he's like someone my age,or even a child.Today we were with him at the park-me and ppl from my class-he's our phylosophy teacher..he brought us 2 packadges of sweets and we were talking and having fun.then he told us-"I'm going to meet mr. Angelov in 2 hours-our x-class teacher-(they are friends)It's true they don't meet so oftenly, cause it comes time when the family is on first plase...Being sober may be painful,but sometimes you must do something not because you like it but because it's right...you know...There were hard times for you-you need time and people around you must understand it.I know everything that may sounds banal but what else we can do-it's the best possible choice.Please,take care...